You sneaky bitch

Just a thought: mistrust and insecurity are not one and the same. They may have nothing to do with each other at all in a given situation. See, trust is earned, and so when you ask someone, or tell someone, to trust you, and then do something questionable, it does not make them an insecure asshole when they no longer trust you. It makes you untrustworthy... and sort of a douche bag for calling someone insecure and trying to write off your shitty behavior as some sort of character flaw on their part.

Shame on you. Get it together!

Easter with a sweet girl

Let me just say, in the time it took me to create this damn thing, I lost all momentum.

There's been a lot on my mind. Earlier I thought about how the world just keeps ferociously turning... I thought that was pretty cool, and I'm copywriting it, right now.

So it's rainy and cold as hell today, and I always feel very deep on these types of day, and if I push myself, as I so often do, I can be the very picture of melancholy. It's a beautiful thing...

I've decided I need to have more fun, and to worry less. I need to actively involve myself in the things I'm interested in. I need to be more fucking interesting, I'm so tired of myself I could throw up...

Speaking of throwing up, my puppy did a lot of puking in the backseat of my car earlier today. she can hold a lot of food for her size, it's sort of amazing...

Am I coming off as discontented? I hope so, I sure am...

Well, like I said, I lost momentum. I'll be back when I find it again...